Dec 06 Down Day

Heating Pad.

Ice.

Lots of pain.

Ibuprofen 800’s.

Biofreeze.

Massage Pillow.

Dizziness.

Stress.

Horizontal.

Migraines.

Spasms.

Throwing up.

Crazy brain fog.

No energy.

Hard to keep my head up…Literally.

Trying to fight going back in the collar.

Trying to fight the wheelchair.

Trying to fight the tears and the fear.

I want to go back to normal.

I’m feeling sorry for myself.

I don’t like it.

I am loved.

I have a support system that would do anything for me.

I have great doctors.

I have my faith.

I just wrote a month’s worth of things I have to be thankful for.

I just want to know that things will get better…

Tomorrow’s a new day.

It could just be the best day I’ve ever had.

Right?